*Some contents of this post may be more suitable for a mature audience. Reader discretion advised* Hey guys! It's been a minute! But it's good to be back. I have so much to update you guys on! Some of you guys have been following me over on my Instagram account, so you know exactly what … Continue reading Relationships, Sex, and Mental Illness – I need help.
“I Hate Mother’s Day”This is something I actually texted Seth two years ago. I was sitting in my chair at church as all the mother’s were getting a round of applause. I had an anxiety attack in my seat that morning as the pastor acknowledged the mothers. When I tell people I have a difficult … Continue reading “I Hate Mother’s Day”
Hey Guys! Today's thinks is going to be a little bit different. We have a guest!!! Brandon Christensen is coming to visit with us today! So pick up your socks (please:) ), and pull up a chair! This stuff is super helpful! Natural Methods for Coping with Anxiety Everyone faces anxiety daily, but some of … Continue reading Natural Methods for Coping with Anxiety (Guest Post)
Reader discresion advised* Please note that the contents of this post may be considered triggering. The advise given in this blog is not an opinion of a licensed professional, but advise purely from personal experience. If you are contemplating suicide or having thoughts of hurting yourself or others, please seek medical attention immediately. I can't believe we're here … Continue reading Hotel Psych Ward: The day I chose not to die.
Loved What time can I see you, Just wanted to talk I gotta tell you what I'm being told to say and some of my thoughts I know I screwed up and left you felling missuesed But this time it's different, I'm telling the truth I want to say I'm sorry for breaking your trust … Continue reading The Loved and the Lover
Nearly ten months later I am feeling mentally safe enough to share this with the rest of the world. I wrote this original post not even two weeks after being Baker Acted (locked down and personal rights signed away) in a psychiatric facility for being suicidal in December of 2017. I was inspired to … Continue reading Life Update: PTSD, Depression, and not leaving my house. (Written Jan/11/18 Published 9/30/18)
Can't sleep with all these thoughts inside my head ( but I’m Still thankful) could have been writing suicide notes in stead I pick up my thoughts and put them in a word Now let me flash back to how all of this occurred Life full of pain Self full of pride Both make a … Continue reading ED